Saturday, February 9, 2013

My St0ry


The story about me is, I am just a useless girl. Doesn’t have useful talent or skill. that why I name my blogs as” I’m just a loser” and called myself as “the broken doll”. Why I choose that name? because my mom said “everywhere you go people will hate you”. In my life or word don’t say people “ ‘WILL’ hate you” because they already hate me once they saw me at the first meet. I realize that when my cousins don’t want play with me and they said “ your are annoying” and my friend call me a ‘jerk’ and start bullying me. My parents, uncles and aunts call me ‘useless kid’. It so sad for because they make me that I don’t deserve to living in this world and part of this family. I am so upset. I tried to get strong and I pretend not to hear their criticism that make me down and close my eyes from seeing their fake freaking smile. I pretend to be a hypocrite person, like  fooling around and I choose to be bad  because I don’t want show my weakness side. Because I don’t want they control my life..